So Far, So Good

This week was doctor's appointment # 2! She said that so far, everything is going well! the baby is right on track, but it was still a bit too early to hear the heartbeat. I was hoping we would get to hear it, but i guess that i will just need to be patient and wait til next time. As for me, she said i am not right on track. She was not happy to find that i have lost weight, and has given me several suggestions of things to try to get my weight back on track. I should not be losing weight because i have only thrown up a few times, so she was a bit confused as to why I'm not putting on weight. After talking about it, we think it is mostly likely because work makes it hard to take breaks and snack on food. But my mother-in-law suggested we buy nutrition bars and snack on them while I'm working, so that i do not get hungry. My doctor told us to get some Carnation Instant Breakfast, and atleast drink one of those a day when i am not hungry so that i am making sure my body is getting enough nutrients for me and the baby. We are also supposed to try to find Preggie Pop Drops or Vitamin B6 strips to help with the nauseousness so that i am hungry more often. I am determined to gain back the weight i lost and then some by the time our next appointment rolls around!

As i mentioned early, the only problems we've been having are with the nauseousness and the mood swings. My nauseousness has really been kicking it in high gear this last week, but that is probably because my hormones are at a high peak right now, and that should mean that the end is coming soon! Usually the morning sickness subsides by the 2nd trimester, and we are only a little over a week away! I have only thrown up once, but have spent quite a bit of time in the bathroom holding back and waiting for my tummy to settle. It has not really been a fun experience, and i hope it lets up soon. i have been an emotional mess, and am desperate to go home to Idaho! i have spent countless hours crying over it, and the thought that i may not get to see my family sends me over the edge.

I am still working on getting my work to approve me some vacation time Dec 28th - Jan 4th. I talked to a co-manager about it, and he didn't seem to worried that it wouldn't work out, and said he would speak to the manager about it. I am hoping for a final answer by tomorrow, and then we can hopefully get plane tickets booked. If i am allowed to take vacation over those days we would be able to go to Pinetop with my dad's side of the family for a few days! i would be so very happy to be up in the mountains in all that snow surrounded by loved ones!!! I'm very hopefully, and hoping that Minda and Mitchell will also be able to go those days. I miss my family so very much, and Caleb's little sisters too. They are the sweetest things in the world and i adore them! They are so excited about the baby, and sweet little Macie has been making us a surprise for it! It is so cute. :) I am continuing to pray that it will all work out, and patiently awaiting an answer, while keeping my fingers crossed that it will bring good news!

Minda and Mitchell should be finding out the sex of their baby in about 2 weeks or less! i am so excited for them! we will be finding out in December, and are very excited about it also! It has been so fun having our first pregnancies overlap each other! My mother is in heaven with the idea that she will be getting TWO grand babies! :) It feels good to know that our families are so excited about it. The only negative response we have got was from Caleb's dad... but he called me to tell me that he IS excited, it just surprised him. I wanted to say "yeah well, it surprised us to, but you didn't need to sound so rude about it!" and its really non of his business when we choose to start a family. That is between us and Heavenly Father. And in this situation, Heavenly Father choose to play a big part in it and surprise us a bit, and we readily welcomed that surprise. I know i should not be negative about his father, but i really don't have the patience, or the rationality right now, to deal with his drama. But i suppose that is a part of life. He also mentioned how is dear Leyla thinks she's to young to be a Grandma already (she is 37), and i didn't have the heart to tell him that she doesn't need to worry about that, because she is NOT going to be a grandma. She is Leyla and always will be to me, and to Caleb, and it is us, not him, that will choose what our children call her. We have never been introduced to her, and never spoken to her besides Caleb asking her some questions for his military paperwork, and we do not consider her a "mother" in any way, shape, or form. Because of that, we will not have our children consider her a Grandmother. They will call her Leyla, and if Greg has a problem with that, then he can be called Greg to keep them equal. We are not intending to alienate her from the family, it is just that they have made absolutely no efforts to include us in THEIR new family, and we intend to show them the same courtesy they show us. I wouldn't pick a stranger off the street and ask if they want to be my child's grandmother, so I'm not going to make a perfect stranger who just happens to be married to my father-in-law, the grandmother to my child. Sorry, but not happening. A stranger is still a stranger no matter the sort. Deanna is their Grandmother, not Leyla. My Father is proud as punch about our baby, and so is my Mother and Deanna. So it is them, not Greg and Leyla, who will get the choice as to what my kids will call them.

Well, enough for the negativity today. Lately Caleb has started calling me Mrs Grumper lol. He sure is silly :). He is sooooooo excited about our baby, and desperately wants it to be a little girl. He talks to it, and gives it kisses, and already knows the names he does and does not like. It is adorable. Needless to say, we are very happy about our little addition to the family. We hope that as our pregnancy progresses all will continue to be well, and that we can continue to report that to everyone: so far, so good!